papa mama, love you both a lot.

though i used to blame on you guys for my bad childhood and adolescence, but i know you’ve been trying to shower your love to me as much as you can as i grow older. you call to make sure i’m always safe and sound, make sure i’ve got enough money to spend, make sure that i have healthy diet. then you’ll buy the food i like every time when i’m back in penang, ruffles that costs you 8.99 per pack (the most luxurious snack i ever had so far XD), the muah chi, that special rojak, crab meat dua pan, then nice food in autocity… =D i know that’s the way for you guys to show that you’re pampering me, loving me, taking care of my desire~ XD every time get my car fixed and reload more-than-enough touch & go for me. then every time before i came back to kl, you will pack a lot of seafood, dried stuff, even fruits to us~ as if we can never get those things in kl, and sometimes even snacks so we won’t fall asleep during our journey back home~~ XD i really am glad to have cute adorable parents like you two… love you very very much =)

uncle jay, love you a lot.

you found me when no one else was looking, and you’ve given all you have just to love me, to take care of me, to make sure i’m always great and happy. you broke through all of my confusion, the ups and the downs. you saw my worst and my craziness, when i was fading out, you were always there by my side. when i was still in full disguise, you showed me where i belong, you cracked into me, helping me to find a way out to the real me. you made me shine, you made me happy, you made me feel loved. though my love might not seem real and genuine to you, though we’re breaking up for certain reasons, but i know that someday, we will get back together. this ain’t a break up, it’s just a break for us both to cool off. it might take weeks, months, or years, but i’ll wait. stupid it might seem, but i’m still holding on to the dream that you and i are yearning for, the dream that matters most to us both. i still find it unbelievable that we bumped into each other, it’s just… so like a dream to me. love you much much uncle jay =)

ge and sai b =D

you two are the greatest bros i’ve ever seen, really =D there are a lot of things in my mind and heart that i wanted to tell about you both, but i can’t make it here cause, somehow i just find it freaking awkward to write it out~ XD ge, thanks for always supporting me financially XD well i know that’s very materialistic but also that’s the most practical one, at least to me XD and yeah, a lot of people do envy of me cause i have a big bro like you, i never deny that you are a good bro. i used to think that you’re the greatest man in this world, but when i got together with uncle jay, i realized there’s no such thing as the greatest man. you’re great as a bro, but uncle jay is great as a darling XD okay forget about it if you don’t know what i’m trynna say. but then bro, thanks for taking care of me when i’m the least noticed. thanks for taking care of me when uncle jay’s not around XD

sai b, i do think that you’re the cutest bro i’ve ever seen, even though you already are growing to be a man now, but to me, you’re still a cute little brother that is al~ways adorable XD i used to worry that you would be a typical boy of young generation today, but good thing that you prove me wrong. you’re transforming now, to become a better man that other girls would be drooling over. you are short, yes you are shorter than me, but your mind and heart ain’t smaller than mine, that’s what making you so cute yet old man at the same time XD good thing that you have dou may now, really~~ =D

love you guys so~so~ much♥

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